The Grass is Full of Stars
Rey Lasano
5:23:00 PM
Spring surely brings the good mood everywhere! <3
I like autumn for sure, but spring is amazing. It feels like a good start to everything that is good. My Japanese teacher refers to spring as the season of 'a thousand good things to become'
and i think i kinda like that definition. :)
Hearts they have of shining gold,
Rays of shining whiteness

Buttercups have honeyed hearts;
Bees they love the clover
But I love the daisies' dance
All the meadow over

Blow, o blow, you happy winds,
A dancing with the daisies
(Daisy Time, Marjorie Pickthall)
I Wonder, if you have been my knight all along
Rey Lasano
11:36:00 PM
I wonder if you have been here all along. I wonder if you have been watching me all these times. I wonder if you silently giving me my own space to grow. I wonder if you have been letting me do my mistakes, to grow from it. I wonder if you have been believing that you also need your time to grow. I wonder if you have been protecting me without showing it. I wonder if you have been noticing what I am up to in the middle of the night. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along. I wonder, if you have been hurt. I wonder, if you wished I dont get hurt. I wonder, if you have been trusting me, trusting that I will be home to you again. I wonder, if you prayed at night wishing for my happiness. I wonder, if you have been understanding my silly dreams. I wonder, if you have been always wanting me to be happy. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.
I wonder, if you have been worried. I wonder, if you have been smiling upon seeing my attitude. I wonder, if you have been trying hard not to over-show it. I wonder, if you have been wanting to say a lot of things to me. I wonder, if you have been always at loss for words. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.
I wonder, if you have been angry to people who hurt me. I wonder, if you have been watching me closely to see where I am standing right now. I wonder, if you have been curious to know what places I have been to. I wonder, if you have been wishing to see those places with me. I wonder, if you have been telling yourself to be patient, that someday I'll be on your arms. I wonder, if you have been my knight all along.
I wonder, if you have been fighting the world so they will shut up and not telling me, that for all these times, you have been my knight. All. Along.
Spring! Spring! Spring!
Rey Lasano
11:19:00 AM
Sometimes I feel like several things happened so fast and it almost look like blurry images passing through my days. It seems like I dont even have time to process anything, and to take a step back to look where I am right now and what kind of problems I have dragged myself into.It feels like the life's pace is uber fast and I am having a hard time to keep up.
Still, there are a lot of things I know I could enjoy. The Spring semester is starting very soon, like literally next week, and the Cherry Blossom (Sakura) flowers are blooming everywhere, easiest place to see them is at my school and I passed the test to level 2, interpreted as high beginner level with a bunch of interesting new students and few of my old buddies in that class. Our homeroom teacher is Yoshida sensei, who, apparently taught me for a !conversation class (6 credits, like literally every single day for a week) and she was smiling when she saw me.
Maybe this is gonna be a really great great great class! I am going to have my first homeroom class meeting today. Which is actually totally exciting if only we dont have to do an on-the-spot essay writing so that the teacher could help us decide which elective subjects we should take. One of the good news is the Chinese character (Kanji) is now on elective lists so I dont have to take that class if I dont want to. Me he he. *evil laugh*
Still, this essay thing is bothering me so much because I really don't like test. For real. And seriously. I like studying (ahem) and I like Japanese so much (yes it is true) and I can even bear to get along pretty good with Kanji (*cough*) but I seriously have this bad relationship with test-thing. I just simply dont like it.
The teachers said this is not really a test and that we should just take it easy and it is nothing to worry about, which is so nice of them trying to tell us that but excuse me, we know exactly that this is called a "readiness test" and when you put "test" word behind everything it almost always link directly to disaster for me.
But the spring's season and the fragrance of flowers everywhere really could distract me from any negative thoughts so i think i'm just going to take it as easy as i could and convinced myself that I go to the university to enjoy Spring, not to do this so-called "readiness test" whatsoever.
So, wherever you are guys, go out there and i'm sure something good will happen to you today.
Will catch you soon and I'll try my best to fetch those Sakura's pictures at my school!
:3
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