You need to grow up, that's a matter of fact. But you don't have to push yourself way too hard when you know it's not time yet to grow up. Let it be. Maturity is a natural process. Friends are there for you. They help you through this transition. Lean on them, open yourself, let them hug you. Because friends are stars at night, not always seen up there, but they always be there. They watch over you, they protect you.